17:31
i noe i shldn come here n blog..as i haf tons of things to do..but..!! arGgh..! i'm so freakingly stressed... over studies.. over project.. over mi n him.. over the cosplay event.. i dunnoe wad to do.. n i feel like crying..n a few bu ting hua tears rolled down..i mux not cry.. tis bloody event makes mi feel so stress la..n for doing so much..we're either graded pass or fail..wth..
haix.. for very long i didn haf tis stressed feeling liao lor..it came back..so sai la.. the last time i haf it was last yr..1st time in poly..everything dunnoe..den feel stress up..haix.. nv know today will haf tis feeling back.. i dun1~~ .. T_T .. i'm trying hard not to cry.. i need u ~.. but u gone to lala land liao..
i want all stress gone..
uncle bernard today so good.. lolx.. asked him come amk do tutorials..he so on sia..den i told him i very stressed wanna cry liao..den he teach mi wad to do..till 2am lidat.. woot.. over-time sia.. he usually slp very earli de lo..his batt very fast use finish de lor..
hmmm.. so kind of uncle bernard.. appreciate.. =) ..
shall go slp now..pon-ing fmgt lec tml .. =x ..
** i need u ...?? **tingtingx - T_T
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18:19
another day w/o call..
hmm.. did my IFA tutorials.. wanna do costing elearning.. but was so difficult.. so nv do...
haix.. no mood to write liao..
tingtingx =(
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ♥
15:46
haix.. was doing my tutorials..but dun seem to haf the mood.. he and i haf a bigger prob.. dunnoe how to put it..
he came to meet mi today...he apologised for sunday's quarrel..but its not jux a simple quarrel..i was rrly very disappointed wif wad he said tat night..he said i had controlled him.. its was rrly hurting to hear from some1 u cared for.. i didn noe my care for him has bcome controlling him..n he didn noe the reason im disappointed.. make mi felt even more sad
finally i've said wad i had hide in my heart..dunnoe y it doesn make mi feel better..haix..
he didn called mi today.. felt quite empty.. like sth is missing..mayb..every night toking to him had bcome part of my life.. but if he called i dunnoe wad to say to him..n i think i'll started crying..have been crying since sunday though..haix.. he wanted mi to gif him some time to think...but i was afraid to hear wad he had thought..
haix.. bernard can even tell tat i'm not happy.. was qutie shock when he ask y i so moody n wat happened.. kind of realise tat actually there are frens tat care for mi.. although i didn tell him wad happened..its still nice of him to ask mi.. n i appreciate tat.. =] .. thx uncle bernard.. =x ..
i think blogging its good.. at least i can write wad ever i wanted to say and i got no chance to..everytime after writting.. i felt better abit..
shall stop here...
**sometimes it takes courage to face the truth**i'm looking for the courage**
tingtingx -- super down.. =(
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16:04
haix... lately haf been thinking over n over again on the same thing.. or mayb its not jux lately..it has been in my mind for a long time.. i think i haven let it go.. i was jux trying to escape from it..though i may look as though i haf let it go. well.. deep inside my heart i still haf some feelings for him..especially tis few weeks..its getting stronger as we went out more often..some memories came back..there were 2 occassions when he ask mi i still like him izzit..haix.. i dun dare to face his question..
i haf no courage to face his ans..tts y i chose not to ans him..
sometimes i rrly wonder how he feel towards mi..sometimes when i wanted to ask him..those words jux stuck at my throat..haix..
aaHhhHHhh.... aAahHHhhHHh...
i think i like him... i think i cant let go.. or sub-consciously i choosing not to let it go...
its onli here i can pours out wad i wanna say..cox no one will visit my blog..
**sometimes it takes courage to face the truth**
tingtingx -- sad.. =(
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17:46
i think i love u..
tingtingx
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16:24
hi all... =)
kkx.. tis is my blog...actualli i'm using back the same blog that i haf created for one of my modules..its a sucky module...
i think my blog quite lok kok sia.. no music..no one tag.. no interesting entry..no nth.. lolx.. ppl reading sure very sian de..but nvm..i blog for fun nia.. n mayb after tis entry dunnoe when i'll blog again..hee..
today is a short day in sch.. so happi.. 9am to 12noon nia.. den onli do discussion.. crap abit .. laugh abit..after lesson went cine makan.. wif.. zihui .. jingyi.. songhua.. bernard.. lance n edmund... yea.. no haf ***** ... keke... wahx~ .. eat the yaki sushi.. cost mi 20 bucks sia..the prob does not lies wif the $.. is the food..not so nice lea.. den mi n zihui wanna eat oreo cheese cake de..but sold out... so disappointing...!! T_T
hmMm.. most prob i wun go back there eat again liao.. lolx.. too bad... quite a long entry today.. blog again when i feel like.. =p
tata ..
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