Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ♥
15:46
haix.. was doing my tutorials..but dun seem to haf the mood.. he and i haf a bigger prob.. dunnoe how to put it..
he came to meet mi today...he apologised for sunday's quarrel..but its not jux a simple quarrel..i was rrly very disappointed wif wad he said tat night..he said i had controlled him.. its was rrly hurting to hear from some1 u cared for.. i didn noe my care for him has bcome controlling him..n he didn noe the reason im disappointed.. make mi felt even more sad
finally i've said wad i had hide in my heart..dunnoe y it doesn make mi feel better..haix..
he didn called mi today.. felt quite empty.. like sth is missing..mayb..every night toking to him had bcome part of my life.. but if he called i dunnoe wad to say to him..n i think i'll started crying..have been crying since sunday though..haix.. he wanted mi to gif him some time to think...but i was afraid to hear wad he had thought..
haix.. bernard can even tell tat i'm not happy.. was qutie shock when he ask y i so moody n wat happened.. kind of realise tat actually there are frens tat care for mi.. although i didn tell him wad happened..its still nice of him to ask mi.. n i appreciate tat.. =] .. thx uncle bernard.. =x ..
i think blogging its good.. at least i can write wad ever i wanted to say and i got no chance to..everytime after writting.. i felt better abit..
shall stop here...
**sometimes it takes courage to face the truth**i'm looking for the courage**
tingtingx -- super down.. =(
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