Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♥
22:27
i think i've got PMS for the whole of last wk n even till today..
^%$?!#%* ...................
wth!
mi and dardar haf been quarreling since like last wk i-dunnoe-when.. lets say 10 consecutive days and onli 2 or 3 days are peaceful.. felt so fcuk up each time we quarrel.. n thinking back now..i cant rmb wad causes the start of those ridiculous quarrels and heated arguments..tts the most shited part..
ALL BAD THINGS MUST STOP TODAY !! *SHOOO!*but i rrly appreciate dardar's effort in trying to cool the both of us down when the arguments get rrly fierce..i admit i didn rrly think much b4 i speak and somethings i've said caused dardar to be damn sad / angry.. i felt so bad !! then again..dardar did say things tt hurt mi too.. well..i think feeling sad angry and hurt is inevitable in quarrels and arguments but we shld let it be the minimum..if not we might ended up breaking each other's heart..
giving in is always a so difficult thing for mi to do..
IM TRYING & LEARNING!!! i rrly do..but half of the time i get so heated-up to think of giving in..and one quarter of the time the ego thingy is playing mi..the last quarter of the time which is like v few i'll give in n apologise..therefore three quarter of the time dardar is tolerating my nonsenses and giving in to mi.. i shan't be so ehhs-ehhs..ok.. bad.. a relationship works when both parties are putting in effort not jux one..
SORRY SEEMS TO BE THE HARDEST WORD..
i agreed..
* QNS: wats the use of having police if by saying sorry can save everything ?? ** ANS: they exists to arrest those tt don't say sorry * im going to
The Central Mall tml !! planning to buy some yummy yummy wassant from a japanese bakery -
Petit Provence.. for dardar.. i saw tis at patricia mok 's blog.. n those lovely wassant loook so yummy.. best of it.. it comes in choc flavour.. IM SURE DARDAR GONNA LOVE IT.. lol !!
oh! i forgot to add.. dardar haf been so nice even though we haf been quarreling.. he bought mi
MONOPOLY disney edition and
RISK too.. hahaha!! we haf been cooping ourselves at home last wkend playing them.. =D i always lost to him in RISK and he always lost to mi in MONOPOLY..hahahax.
awaiting for the nxt game..!!
MUACKX !!
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