Urrggss.. tis is disturbing!
i always always always couldn fall aslp after i've studied for the nxt day's paper.. it has been so since sec sch when i rrly "study hard" for papers.. at least the effort of trying to read all the chaps..
so now! I COULDN FALL ASLP! [despite trying to calm myself down by listening to songs n singing] each time i close my eyes the bloody red Claw book will appear.. AHHH!! tis is so terrifying !!
@#$^&*$* !!
anw. [ nt relating to above]
hmm. i guess last night i've told u all my deepdeepdeep feelings tt wad i've been feeling for the past few weeks.. n so im kinda having some "expectations" jux like u too..
now tt is all quiet n dark.. i start to think abt all the things tt haf happen for the past months n wad ppl have been asking mi n telling mi.. two common qns tt a few frens asked " are u happy? ", "do u regret?" and they'll tell mi.. "wad matters is u feeling happy or not..if u're happy, then tts good..if u aren't..den most prolly u're regretting"
alrights.. i shall ans them now.. Yes, im happy. i nv wan to live my life in an unhappy way.. hu does? [so much so tt.. sometimes i'll think of my happiness 1st n neglect the ppl ard mi n their feelings.. *sorry* not considering if my actions will cause them any unhappiness or discomfort or any negative feelings.. trying and learning to be a better person..] anw.. i mean.. im happy not onli bcos i chose to live a happier way.. is also the ppl tt are wif mi..the things ard mi makes feel happy.. especially u baobei.. those dumbest things u do rrly brightens up my day..ok.. n oso the sweetest things n surprises u gave too..
AM HAPPY NOW! n stressed too cox of the irritating final exams..
Dunnoe if u're still reading my blog..i've read ur blog
n i hope u'll move on wif life..
spend more time wif ur parents instead..
u noe wad i mean?
n you baobei.. u're definitely sure cfm reading my blog..
i wanna tell u
I LOVE U!
rrly do.
TIME FOR BED!
CIAOZ PPL !
