i feel so 负债累累 now.. haix.. bank loan procedures almost done.. $22,400 of loan taken..
burden'ed..
n every mth i haf to start repaying ard $150 for the 1st year.. den ard $300 for the 2nd year n $500 for the 3rd year.. ROARS !!
i hope i can get some tuition jobs soon.. has alr sent my particulars n everything to the agent but she haben gif mi any replies.. SOBB !
anw.. was v thankful to my cousin who helped mi to get the bank loan.. when i stepped out of the bank the other day.. haf a sudden urge to cry.. [ ok.. tt sounds weird ].. but rrly.. i dunnoe why and my tears jux flow out though i'm trying my best to "suck back" the tears.. prolly is becox of the v complex feelings i haf at tt point of time..
i felt:-
` finally.. the loan is 90% done
` v thankful to my cousin to help get the loan done
` v afraid tt i couldn't haf enough money to pay the monthly installment on time den will like 害 my cousin lidat..
` dunnoe where's my source of income will be.. tts the biggest prob of all.
♥小美 baobei was GREAT! WORLD-CLASS !!
was rrly touched by wad he said to mi after the trip to the bank.
[ shall not elaborate ]
