Wednesday, July 16, 2008 ♥
07:53
BONJOUR! [i think i've forgotten 80% of french]this is probably the first time im blogging in the morning..not tt i didn slp.. is i woke up early today.. =D
because..Baobei has NAPFA at 7.30am.. so now im typing this entry at
TOA PAYOH STADIUM.. hohoho. i think i am 史上唯一 doing this la.
Looking at him doing pull-ups now. hope he can pass n get enlisted at a later date.
JIAYOU wors. =)
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anw. am feeling quite weak recently.. both mentally n physically..
Mentally:
like getting more n more stupid.. brain deteriorating..always making stupid suggestions tt lead to nowhere but unhappiness..sometimes im jux so afraid in giving any suggestions.. i hate myself for being so stubborn.. worst than a bull i guess.. n i hate nightmares too..
hurts. i know im not the only one. so lets heal each other alright?
Physically:
tml will be the detailed checkup at Tan Tock Seng. haix. so all the drawing blood n waitings repeat themselves again.
mom sounded like im definitely sick or sth.. or was it tt im trying to escape from it ?
BUT im positive tt im perfectly fine.
I do not wish to leave the world so soon as i hadn fufill lots of wishes tt i have in my wishlist. the one on my blog is jux 1/10 of them. most importantly. i hadn become a 漂亮妈妈! haahaa.
whatever it is. im gonna take good care of myself n i know ♥小美 will take good care of me too.. am i right baobei? hehs..
ohhh damm.. the sun is shinning into the place im sitting now. RAHS.
n again..
JIAYOU BAOBEI!
evolevollove.
j'ai besoin de toi
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