Tuesday, September 16, 2008 ♥
Burden Or Responsibilities
22:38
Growing up.
Good/Bad ?
I don't see much good other than the amount of freedom i get now compared to afew years back..at least.. with a call.. i can come home ltr or even stayover..
other than tis? what are the other benefits?
i see lots of burden piling on my shoulders.. actually to be exact the heaviest burden would be FINANCIAL BURDEN..
those tt read my blog. u'll know i took up educational loan.. the interest is snowballing as i draw-down more cheque for school n my sole income would be from doing trails..
now. sch has start.. my timetable doesn't allow much time for trails anymore, therefore i need a new job. after much procastination of getting tuition kids since months ago.. i've finally sign up with a few agencies for tuition assignments.. received a few notifications and applied for them.. gotta wait for further noticfications..
i jux hate waiting..unknowing if whats gonna happen makes my thoughts go negative.. then again.. nobody in this world will know what lies ahead them.. y shld i allow myself to feel so miserable.? but. emotions are hard to control.
where has CORRINE NO.1 & CORRINE NO.2 gone to?
[ onli
♥小美 knows what im talking abt ]
my relative said tis bank loan is a training for me to be reponsible.
Do you think so? Burden or Responsibility?
i've calculated. i need at least.. a minimal amount of $350 in order to survive the loan repayment as well as my transport fee and handphone bill..prolly some retail therapy if money permits which is v unlikely.
felt so afraid out of a sudden.
i used to think "some ppl"
[ not referring to you unless u deem u're one ] are useless.. cox they have allowance from parents..school fees paid by their parents..when they wanna do hair, they get money from parents..meaning getting additional money other than allowance for luxury purposes..
somehow i got envy of them.
haixx.
Beibei..
i know u dote on me,
u wanna help..
DDD! HKX.
but jiu shi will feel bad.
n i know the nxt thing u'll say
is: 你和我这么见外！
no wors. is heartpain for ur money.
这样的夜晚，这样的心情，令我更想念你的拥抱.
♥ Take My Hand & Hold It Tight
