Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ♥
21:31
Ok.
now i doubt my own abilities. and i hate that.
cox it brings my confidence lvl to the least which is nt v me. then i think again. mayb i've low confidence lvl to start with, so i've no confidence at all right at this point.
i can't make it for my studies that i got rejected my NTU NUS n SMU and i have to settle myself at SIM which sometimes i wouldn't even dare to say i'm in SIM. I'll say im in University of London to make myself feel better. yea. London. UK degree lo..
try hearing this.
" So U in SIM now ah? hahahaha"whats tt haha for. ok. mayb u can say im sensitive.
Prolly i've made the wrong choice to continue study. shld have start working instead. im just wasting money. Everything is so difficult now... Even making money is difficult.
Speaking of money. when will i have them?
Eveynow and then im reminded that im POOR! i needa pay this pay that. arghs. nvm. i worked. i give tuition to earn money. but nowadays.
PEOPLE DON'T PAY TUITION FEE! Shame on you ppl.
*pls step on banana skin n fall flat on your face on a dog shit*Buay Tahan.
I have a test tml but im nt at all motivated to study. i dragged and dragged. Time: 9.45pm hooorayyy. its so late and i still have 1 more topic to go..
Suddenly rmb a part of convo with hxy.
" Shouldn't get married if don't have money"
" Ya. it will only make the poverty circle worst"
I'm a living example. see how i fan'ed abt no money and all.
anw. i shld get back to study.
On a sidenote: My application for being a relief teacher has been approved!!
but i can only start relief-ing during holidays. which like. March onwards?
well. I wan more money!
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