Ok. my prelims starts on 2March which is like slightly more than a week away and i haben start studying. and like seriously, i dunnoe where to start. Somehow i've lost the drive to study. The path ahead seems so blurred now that i don't know how to step forward and start moving, afraid that i might took the wrong step and fall badly, but if i don't step forward, i'll be stuck on this spot.
Haisss.. im so so so so so ZZZZ.
anw. went to Zenitant today to bring my couz for interview, tammi or tany or whoever, asked us to join in their Facil meeting. and i must say their facil turnover rate is quite high. other than Donny, i don't know anyone else.
So they have this new system tt the 1st trail of the new facil is only $20 without "chop" as they were attached to a more experienced facil and see how the trail shld be conducted and at the last station, the new facil have to take over and then, they are evaluated from there if they can continue to take up trails not. Which is like.. zzzz. cox it has not include the t-shirt money. after deducting. the pay is .. $10 ?
then, another new thingy is - Star Facil who is paid $60 per trail and no more 'chops' but the pre-requisite is that you have to pass their evaluation/assessment test.
Well.. hmm.

My new pony tail holder!
haha!
i so love them. bought them online and got them customised.
=D
I'm tiredd.